lunch! ME GUSTA

It’s been a while

I’ve stopped working out and started eating junk. I havent been proud of myself for a while now, I miss that feeling..

Now I realize that it’s A LOT more satisfying to feel in control rather than feeling free to eat everything and anything. I dont think I enjoy the junk food as much anymore, now that I know how bad it is for my body.

I need to feel in control again, and that’s me doing the first step towards it!

Desperately in need for some motivation

When it seems like Ive been standing in the same spot for the past 2 months and that I will never reach my UGL without starving myself Im starting to lose hope.

What is the point in doing it all if I never reach my goal?

I may be at my lowest weight so far, but it’s not even close to how I want to look or weigh.

Ugh. So frustrated.

Dafaq is going on with this weather?

So much for my morning run plans :(

Dang it! Why do I always get the energy for a run in the middle of the night?

First thing tomorrow morning. If I’d go for a run now there’s no way I will fall asleep tonight!
Is that some sort of a Murphy law?

I ate so much junk yesterday! :(

Today is about making it all better. 

streetbutterfly:

Air squat challenge

The proper activity done a few minutes before eating can encourage food calories to get shuttled into the muscle cells, before it has a chance to get stored as body fat.

* Increases insulin sensitivity and burns some extra calories.

Air squats are the best option out there for a quick workout before meals.

Read more about it in Tim Ferris’s book “4 hour body”.

By rebloging this I accept this challenge, and I will do my best to accomplish it.

How fast does muscle mass drop (by pounds/grams) when you stop working out?

After yesterdays binge I got up on the scale and actually lost 0.4 kg (0.8lbs).

It’s been a week since I’ve stopped doing the Insanity workout. Could this weight loss be my muscles shrinking?

I can’t help but be skeptical of this weight change. It’s too good to be true- something must be wrong.

Maybe by binging and feeling guilty after it I will someday learn not to have binges from the first place?

I mean, come on- it makes me feel bad, it makes me feel weak and out of control, so why do I keep doing it? Really, what’s the point?

And each and every time I go through that phase- ~You shouldnt eat it, you know.. Yeah I know, but I’ve been so good, why cant I at least have a tsp? Just for the sake of tating it! It wont hurt you!~ And once it’s in my mouth it’s nearly impossible to stop.

Im driving myself mad :( What am I doing? The moment I start seing results again I find myself ruining everything again!

COME ON, IM STRONGER THAN THIS!

So mad at myself right now.

Damn you, Nutella.

Jumpin rope <3

I cant stand being around quitters, it drives me mad.

Night ya’ll <3

Last fit test results!

  • 1 (Switch Kicks):97 --> 115 --> 120
  • 2 (Power Jacks):51 --> 54 --> 62
  • 3 (Power Knees):69 --> 77 --> 89
  • 4 (Power Jumps):39 --> 47 --> 60
  • 5 (Globe Jumps):10.5 --> 13 --> 15
  • 6 (Suicide Jumps):14 --> 16 --> 19
  • 7 (Push Up Jacks):0 (Due to a tennis injury I cant do push-ups of any kind)
  • 8 (Low Plank Oblique):55 --> 69 --> 72
  • Pretty close to Tanya's results, SWEET!